I'm glad for the pain and the hatred you have driven to me, because I know what I'm capable of now and I know what's going on deep inside of me. I always thought that everything was a lie and I was just another girl you had conquered. Afterwords, it all seemed so surreal to really mean something to you. But I did, didn't I ? I did mean something to you, even more than you, yourself could imagine. You made a part of me that conquers my mind, spirit and body. It's my strength. And at this very moment I'm so glad I met you and I'm so glad for everything that happened. If I go back, I must admit that the choices I've made were the right ones because I shouldn't be this wise and strong if you weren't who you are today. The ultimate loser. Know that I still hate you, miss you and love you, I promised I always would. What you were in my eyes will never change but the one you turned out to be is the one I'll never forgive nor forget. You have also pureness in your soul and even your heart, if you would just be able to handle it, you could be a wonderful lover instead of an amazing liar.