It's crazy when you want to let go, but you keep holding on, and you want to move on, but you're stuck right where you started. When feelings come and go and you can't decide what you want. When you have so many things to say, but you don't know where to start. When you want them in your life so bad, but all you can do is push them farther and farther away. It's so hard to think back how things used to be and look at it now and realize that things are different, and they may never be the same again. You tell yourself it's not worth it, but if it really didn't matter, you wouldn't spend so much time thinking about it.